Unwanted

Do you know the feeling of being unwanted? Unwanted by everyone you love? Its a terrible feeling i'll tell you that much.Lately I've been feeling this way mostly at home.Its best i avoid people i care too much and at the end i get hurt.

Night Breeze

  I roll my windows down and turn the music up as the night breeze creeps into my car

Outside i can only hear the sound of my engine blaring not a sign of life to been seen

Oh what a blissful feeling this is

i close my eyes and wish the sun would never rise so that i can forever drive in this night breeze .

Potential Couple

Potential Couple means two people that have the potential to get into a relationship.So I have two friends who might like each other but refuse to admit it well I can see they are into each other my sense is good like that.Like the other day I went out with them as we were walking I noticed they were walking side by side talking as if they were the only two people in the world.They have chemistry can't help but envy them a little bit.Recently the girl said she might have feeling for the guy but is not sure of his feelings towards her.I think he feels the same way.Lets see where this leads to.  

Words That Came To me

You can stay or give your heart to someone else cause there is always someone cold you'll love besides me.

Dilemma

There a bee in my room.I don't want to kill it might probably kill me if i got stung or if i was allergic to it but i don't know if i am never got stung by one.I guess i'm just over reacting and by the way i'm not sure if the bee is going to kill me but my mom is cause i broke her broom trying to chase it away !

Ambitions

I want to change this country not that it has something wrong with it.Its way better than most countries but it has its flaws.I want to venture into politics but i hear people saying politics is dirty.I don't think politics is its the people who are.I'll wait till i'm done with my degree after that i'll probably go into politics.I want help my country become better.

Kawan

I may not have been blessed with many things but one thing i'm blessed with is friends.Where ever i go i'm always filed with great friends who guide me.Some even have great impact on me and i consider them like my own brothers.Recently though it seems like I've been distant with them,well not only me but them too.Their are busy with their significant other which creates a wall between us and also don't want to disturb them.Feels like i'm loosing them.Or is it i'm just lonely? I've found good friends in uni too. Their a mix of personalities i like the experience. I'd like to thank you guys cause you guys helped a lot even if you don't realize it.Thanks! 

Motivation

A lot to write about but can't find the motivation 

Writing Weather

Its raining outside and its so cold i personally enjoy this weather cause it gives me the mood to write whether its a poem or a song rainy days are the best days to write.I'll just talk about some random things today.Lately I notice a lot of people being racially ignorant and it just gets on my nerves for a big part I think Malaysian are not all but many.I personally have many friends from many races and sometimes when they discriminate against each other it just makes me uncomfortable.People think its okay to use slurs but to me its not i'm kidda sensitive to this.I wish we human would stop discriminating against one another.We are after all humans just with different color due to evolution in adapting to out climates.A garden would not be beautiful if all the flowers in them were to look the same would it ? End of rant.